My dreams fall,
my life is shattered,
into the glass of life.
I got the rope,
i have the chair,
now the only thing i need is hope.
Now I sit down
washing my fears away,
re-thinking of what is gonna happen.
Will they miss me,
will they even care,
will they know that I'm even gone?
I know it now,
what i must do,
what lies in store for me,
They never loved me,
they always picked on me,
so why would they care?
now i wipe my tears away,
slicing my wrist,
wincing in pain.
I stand on a chair,
Re-thinking of it all,
Now glad what i am doing.
Putt the rope around my neck,
wipe my tears of fear away,
kicking the chair away.
N
Im sorry
I didnt want to leave you all
But i cant handle this anymore
My life sucks
I cant handle it
Its taking me over
The thoughts in my head
They kill me inside
But i dont want to confine it anymore
I want to release these thoughts
And let them be real
Dont forget its all your fault
Never forget that
I hate you all
There is one
And they know who they are
I love them
Its not their fault
But i have to do this
Things in my life have been building up lately
Abd i just hate myself too much to let myself live
So this is my note
To say goodbye to eveyone who thought i loved/liked them
so goodbye
good luck in life
i will
Have you ever wanted to die?
So bad
That you stood in the bathroom
A knife or a razor blade in hand
Maybe a boodle of pills
And a glass of water
And you stared at the mirror
Just wishing you'd die
But then you started to think
About your mom and your dad
Your sisters and brothers
Your nephews and nieces
All of your friends
And you put down the knife or the razor blade
You put away the pills
And you walked away
Acting like nothing ever happened
But the thoughts of your family and friends
Never stay for long
Day's week's maybe months later
Your back to thinking about suicide and death